I know that I said that I would upload a new post last night, I don’t even have an excuse for you, I binged watched stupid youtube videos and then went to sleep. I’m not even sorry.
I know that it has been a while since I last posted but I have been dealing with some pretty heavy stuff and I just wanted to take a break from my social media, during that time I had overcome things that I have been dealing with, I am proud of myself for this.
Then work happened, and the stresses that come along with that, and arguments and further depression. Long nights and days, I wasn’t sleeping but I thought that enough is enough. I went to the doctors about this.
If you saw my instagram from yesterday but I have new medication. One is an anti-depressant that you take at night and the other is a sleeping tablet. I have to take the anti-depressant last night as that takes a few weeks to normalise my emotions and to get into my system. This tablet also slows you down and makes you drowsy, hence why I only take it at night and this will help me sleep, and the other one, I take this as of when I need it – meaning that when I am having a bad night with over thinking then I take this and it will induce my sleep.
As I only started last night I can’t tell you much about them, but I can tell you this; the doctor was fucking right when she said it causes nausea. Like I have barely eaten a thing all day because of it. At least I may shed some lbs whilst I am at it, right?
Anyway, that enough of me talking shit.